Do I have to write an outline!

Typically, I shun structure. Something about being forced to do things in a certain order/way makes me want to do it the complete opposite. Up until now I have been avoiding any form of outline and just writing as it comes to me. Well, I caved. It was so completely unintentional. I wrote my outline.

This is the first time in my writing career that I have ever been thrilled with an outline. I blame it all on my English teacher who had scripted our reports to a tee and all we were required to do was rewrite the outline into paragraphs. No wonder I oppose them.

Now my outline isn’t very detailed and would be complete mumbo jumbo to anyone that isn’t inside my head but it gives me a direction to follow and now I know where I am heading.

Yes

So last night I finally broke through my writers block. up until now I have been rewriting the same few paragraphs and not being able to get them right. Last night I just started typing and it was perfect. I got through pages of work and couldn't be happier. Hopefully tonight the kids will got to sleep early and I can pick up where I left off.

I also have made progress on researching agents. I figured since I couldn't write I would research. Now I have some ideas as to where to send my query letter. All that's left to do is finish the book!

Slacker

Well the last year has brought numerous changes, both to my book and my life. Moving was a big one, but I couldn't be happier. I love my four bedroom house, even if it is a bit old. The school is great and Madi loves it. Mario is excelling at a rate faster than I could imagine, walking and talking. My favorite thing he does is kisses, even though he hasn't quite mastered keeping his mouth closed and they can be quite slobbery.

As for the book, I have started it fresh and am 35 pages in. The research makes my head spin. I have so much wanting to get out but I haven't been too happy with it once it is on the page so there are bits and pieces floating through out my hard drive. I need to be more diligent and focused, more dedicated.

I haven't been writing nearly as often as I should. Lately, it seems if I spend more time staring at the computer hitting delete than anything else. I know I have a great novel waiting to get out but prying it out isn't easy.

Hopefully now that my life is more routine I can be more productive.